someday. :)
I got the letter in the mail that my divorce was final. I still haven't overcome the panic attacks yet, but I'm reading a lot of books about it. I'm going to the Hamptons next weekend, so I need to be able to spend several hours on a bus before then. It's the Jintey, like on Sex and The City. So I really hope I can get on that bus (and stay on it). Kinda worried about it though. I'm usually okay in cars, but buses are different because the door stays shut (I'm claustrophobic now).
I did fine in my friend's car, going to Rhode Island (above), but also knew I could always open my own car door and roll out. We had a fun long girl's weekend and went to the beach. 5 hours of traffic on the way back was a good test for my panic attack skills, but it never got worse than a 3-4 out of ten, which was a relief.
I'm going to try to get back into salsa, and I've been trying to eat better, but it's tough when I either drink too much or eat too many ice cream Sundaes. I have done a 5-day no sugar, no refined carb, no liquor thing so far...but we'll see how long I can do it. I actually really enjoy working out, so that's not a problem. The gym is really great, and it has a DJ at night, which is pretty funny.
Guess I need a fresh new start or something.
